You hit me like adrenaline
Like a needle in my arm delivering
The highest highs, the lowest lows
What comes next I’ll never know
Nailed to my crucifix
Like a junkie bent to get his fix
I don’t know why I even try
I can’t escape this fucking itch

Cut deep inside
With this knife that will find
All the answers that guide me along the way
Cut to the bone
I cannot stand alone
I just wish I could show you the price I’ve paid

These blisters
On my hands
From stubborn will
Meets change of plans
These blisters
On my hands
Can’t let go of you
Yet you’re all I can’t stand

You ease the pain like bitter pills
Taste so rotten, but you make me feel
Invincible, so miserable
and the come-down's so unbearable
Ignite me like a cigarette
Spark the flame and take a breath
You give me life, you give me death,
But without you, I'm a fucking wreck

Anxious and nervous
I do not deserve this
I can't seem to cure this disease in me
Fighting my way
Through the night, through the day
As the clouds turn to grey and hang over me

These blisters
On my hands
From stubborn will
Meets change of plans
These blisters
On my hands
Can’t let go of you
Yet you’re all I can’t stand

When will you see
These strings pulling back at me
When will you see
This door revolves endlessly

(Round and round we go)
Running in circles
Repeating the cycle
Chasing our tails
Can't help but recite
All the past mistakes
We bend we break
A trail of blood
We have left in our wake
We swing our sticks
We throw our stones
Our words break more
Than just our bones
Is this the end
Or can we pretend
That the wounds we've left
Will heal and mend

Round and round we go